MY LOVE-HATE RELATIONSHIP WITH FALL

FallRigganRanchI love fall. The cool temperatures, the autumn colors, the rain (yes, I actually enjoy being outside in the rain). But in truth, I have a love-hate relationship with this time of year.

I was in my yard on Friday and snapped this picture. You can see a red leaf maple, some poplars, one of our sheep and the horse corral in the background. What you can’t see is about 17 other trees – all of which are dropping leaves like crazy.

Raking leaves. This is the part about fall I hate. It’s also an excellent reason to have children.

It’s possible to simultaneously experience two distinctly different feelings about something. I love fall, but hate the hours spent raking leaves. And I love ice cream, but hate stepping on the scale the next morning.

So when I think about the cross, it’s heartbreaking to remember what Jesus had to endure. And yet . . . I also experience joy. And gratitude. I’ve been forgiven.

Last year, I recorded the classic hymn “O Sacred Head Now Wounded” and wrote an additional chorus called “How Can I Thank You.” I’ve always been moved by the lines “What language shall I borrow / to thank Thee, dearest Friend.” In the context of a song about His suffering and death, that line leaps out at me; there are no words sufficient to express our mixed feelings – regret, sorrow, joy, relief . . . and gratitude.

The cross is both terrible and strangely beautiful.

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2 Responses to MY LOVE-HATE RELATIONSHIP WITH FALL

  1. Spencer B says:

    What a great remake! I love this!

  2. Glinda Rogers says:

    I think “terrible and strangely beautiful” is the best way to describe the cross that I’ve ever seen.

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